My life at school for last year

Oh my God. One year passed. My one year in this school. I think it was a good year. I met new people, found friends and my grades improved, my parents are proud of me and we have better relations. Now I can think about my future, college and job- simply life. I attend to Urszulanki High School in Pniewy.I think it`s a good school and It was a good idea to send me here. My parents wanted this and what could I do? I only could say yes only, but I had no choise and I had to accept this decision. It was hard, but now I`m stronger with this experience. I finished with that old life and I'm proud of this, but... My God, the new life is so hard! I feel like a little child: learning to walk, learning to speak, and prepare for life. I'm not excited, it's routine according to my feelings. I know it's bad what I'm writing now, but I think so. Everything and everyone is new, new for me I didn't know it earlier. I know I'm young and all life is in front of me, but sometimes I think life's stupid and unjust. I want to come back to previous life, ''friends'', urban style, life only for the moment. It isn't good, it's bad... Well, I'm happy that sometimes I dream, but sometimes I'm really scared. Sometimes, I forget about the sense of my life, but I belive everything's going to be alright - it's possible and I trust in this.