My life at school for last year

Oh my God. One year passed. My one year in this school. I think it was a good year. I met new people, found friends and my grades improved, my parents are proud of me and we have better relations. Now I can think about my future, college and job- simply life. I attend to Urszulanki High School in Pniewy.I think it`s a good school and It was a good idea to send me here. My parents wanted this and what could I do? I only could say yes only, but I had no choise and I had to accept this decision. It was hard, but now I`m stronger with this experience. I finished with that old life and I'm proud of this, but... My God, the new life is so hard! I feel like a little child: learning to walk, learning to speak, and prepare for life. I'm not excited, it's routine according to my feelings. I know it's bad what I'm writing now, but I think so. Everything and everyone is new, new for me I didn't know it earlier. I know I'm young and all life is in front of me, but sometimes I think life's stupid and unjust. I want to come back to previous life, ''friends'', urban style, life only for the moment. It isn't good, it's bad... Well, I'm happy that sometimes I dream, but sometimes I'm really scared. Sometimes, I forget about the sense of my life, but I belive everything's going to be alright - it's possible and I trust in this.

Valentines day

Ok. So tommorow we have a valentines day. It`s a big comercial holiday. I think long time ago we forget about people who we loving. On valentines day markets earn money on us. It`s a lovely day, I know, we have much people around us, who loves each oder. Valentines day isn`t a day for people who still in love... Maybe tewo, or three years ago yes, but not now. If you want go to the shop you see avalanche of heart, and much pink. Everyehere is PINK colour. And then i think... OH MY GOD! Maybe I will think diffrent If I have someone with I can spend this holiday. Hmmm... It will be two years now... And I`m lonley... I think loneliness is terrible. Stupid holiday.